This is my stop. The crazy train ride is officially over. I'm not sure where my original departure was at..but this is definitely my destination. No more drama. No more secrets. No more lies. No more hiding who I am and what I want. No more wondering who I am and what I want. I am just me. Strange, weird, cool and geeky at the same time, a bit wild at times, a bit shy at times, a bit self conscious, a bit conceited, a bit beautiful and bit ugly. Raw and the real deal. Just me. Split personalities...maybe..or maybe just a whole big ball of whatever. I'm good with that. No more petty bs that changes daily. No more trying to figure it all out and fix it. There are no fixes for some things. Some people just don't want things fixed. At some times, I didn't want things fixed. I have finally accepted that some times, you just have to make a choice and sometimes the choice is to let it go because sometimes..that just makes you feel better-all the way around.
I liked not having to worry about what other people thought of me, I liked not feeling anything when I saw someone I was afraid to. I liked letting go and having fun. I liked living for the moment and not a moment more.
